 |
 |
 |
 |
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
trying her new cam phone
on our way to np
12:39 AM
did all the random stuff today. meet up with hua qian at vivo cos she needs to get clothes for her china trip. hua's friend, eudee came along as well. hurr. her dad is damn nice. ask her to get whatever she wants, and he will pay her back when she gets home. how sweet! okay, besides that hua bought 3 tops. one from zara & two from forever 21. all long sleeved though. haha. and i bloody saw a nice dress at forever 21. i really need to get it or i will regret for life. lol. after that, we headed down to queensway becos hua & eudee need to get shoes. met don and my sis there. then we bump into nigel cos he was there to get soccer ball. how coincidental! my mum hua me my sister and don went ikea for dinner. chicken wings and meatballs are sex! lol. don's hardcore sweet towards me today. cos he got me a cheese cake like out of a sudden! oh well, he wants me to blog about this so yeah. haha. after dinner, went back to queensway to get FBT shorts and hua's puma shoes! acc hua to take train until i reached tanjong pagar. and now im gg to watch my tvee! nights.
12:37 AM
youth are driven by self centeredness? yes we are?! haha.. the arena's topic for today. sounds intersting? indeed it is :) seeing those sngs & mgs girls debating on the issue of youths' self centeredness. well, i absolutely agree with the statement that youths are driven by self centeredness. however, youths nowadays are also driven by superficiality which many adults & parents have overlooked. being a student in a secondary school for the past five years, have i seen the most horrendous students? yes i probably do, if u allow me to explain why are they horrendous? if you have good looks or are well-known for a particular reason, youths do treat you differently. how differently, you may asked? totally different! thats what i can say. they worship those who dressed considerably nice or popular becos youths are SUPERFICIAL! those who excel academically or non-academically, but are average or slightly below average looking, they ignore instead of recognise. looks far outweighs beyond personality & ability in this case, and this is the mindset youths are carrying nowadays. superficiality will not bring you far, although it do benefit us in some areas in life! after all, looks will only bring you to a certain level, and the rest is still up to you to see if u are capable to proof that you have both the looks & the ability. you can disagree with me, but this is how i feel towards the youths, including me nowadays.
1:38 AM
i could see the days we grew apart, but i would wanna know how did you learn to let me go? all this came flashing on my mind when he said it was his mistake to let me go. then how did he even managed to let me go in the first place? i pondered. i really dont understand and never will i, although im just pretending i do. human do make mistakes. but not repeated mistakes i guess? we tend to take things for granted, knowing that they mean a lot to us, however we just overlooked it. when they are gone, we regret. whats the fucking point? this vicious cycle will always remain, if u're not gonna bother getting out and learn from yr bloody mistakes! i've been thru the epitome of love, but i never get to know what's true love? you think you know, yeah, everyone knows. showing love to one another thru actions and material possessions. and sacrifices you make, they don't appreciate. when things go wrong, they blame every other thing except for themselves. when you tell them their flaws, they claimed they will change for the better but no efforts are being made. it makes me stop and think, why do people actually bother to make empty promises when they jolly well know they would not make an effort to keep up their promise? contradicting as it is. love is a complete perplexity.
1:57 AM
after much deliberation, i finally went for a hair cut today. its freaking shortt now but don thinks i look better than before. tsk. mainly becos long hair girls are usually more lady-like and speaks softly unlike his truly here. so he thinks i shldnt keep long hair. all and all, thats why he prefer me to have short hair. ahaha. okay, speaking of today. i had lunch with don & his dad at some dim sum house. food was good. after lunch, he drove us to the salon for my appointment. and i virtually did nothing productive today, besides reading the boring newspaper, with durai pictures splashed on the headlines every single day. uh huh, that brings me to my second highlight of the day! :) as i was browsing thru the pages, looking for jobs. i saw an apologies letter from this justin guy to his ex gf, asking her to come back to his arms. bet he had spent half his salary, getting the press to post his article on the papers. he's indeed a man found in one in a million! thousands of people who read the article would agree with me! tsk! (: oh and this lancome is a cheater! they have yet to bank in my cheque since ten billon years ago they said they would. aiyah, i'll just have to wait for that bloody cheque to bank in before i could go shopping. so im just gonna stay at home and continue with my tv marathon.
12:37 AM
